My DeAr HeArT..NoBoDy WaNt YoU..

Hanya Padamu

2007-02-20T13:47:00.000+08:00

Hmm..Long holiday..5 days..Then back to training again..Soon it gonna be tough..Holiday no where near so it gonna be bz..Rifle range coming up..Field camp next..Soon it will be S.O.C and I.P.P.T..

I hope that all that will keep me bz..Keep me away from thinking bout her..

4 years ago it was Love At first Sight..She the one who make me start love..But it only last year that I really get to know her..But because of 1 mistake..Just 1..She make me wait..But the wait was just useless..2 month in the NS it make me far apart from her..Too far to show how much I love her..Too far to show how deep is my love for her..She been dating other guy..She was with other guy while I was in the camp thinking all bout her..

She change..She once told me that I was different from any other guy she know..But now I was an irritating guy who disturb her life..I regret making the mistake..I regret hurting her in the past..But feeling regret cant change anything..

I have done everything to get her back..I beg her..I plead her..I ask for forgiveness..Nothing works..I bought her a ring for her birthday but she reject it..Haiz..

Hanya Padamu:-

I used to be the best guy in your life..But I know I’m not anymore..A mistake separate us gurl..You know that I regret making that mistake..But feeling regret wont change your hate towards me..I know how much sorry that came out from my mouth,how much tears have been flowing out of my eyes and how long I waited you, I wont be getting you back..My wait end here gurl..I gave up..Gave up not because of not loving you anymore..But give up because I know you wont be here with me anymore..Haiz..

If I had a choice again i would never start to love..

fresh.........

2007-02-04T03:25:00.000+08:00

Let see..Hmm..1 month and 9 days..So so so dusty already..Ahakz..It not that I dun wanna write but everytime I wanna start writing my mind go blank..I think it is becoze of the shagness I get from the NS training..So dun blame me uh..Ahakz..Hmm..So what should I write about???Hope my mind wun go blank again..Ahakz..

NS life..NS life..NS life..Hmm..

Been through 8 weeks in one piece and still in one piece..That lucky enough already..Still not thinking of AWOL-ing(Absent without official leave) and OOT-ing(Out of training)..Still can endure many types of training they give..We had strength training,ET jog,circuit training,aqua jogging,aqua aerobics,aerobics,combat physical training,IPPT(NAFA Test) and more coming up soon..Going through each day with endurance and pain..But the pain that I been through really worth it coze I been losing fats and gaining muscle..Ahakz..

Aniwaz our platoon finally got caught smoking in the toilet..Haiz..Saper nye keje je isap rokok tak tahu flush..We will be confine next week and our ciggies would be control till Wednesday..That mean we smoke 2 ciggies per day..Haiz..

Weekend Life..Hmm..

It have been two weeks I did not meet methricals to lepak..Last week had staff outing to Johor..This week spend time at home resting..So sorry cant join you all to town today..Kocek koyak uh..Next week baru gaji masok..Tu pun tak tahu kluar ke tak coze got confinement..

K la..That all folks..Adios Amigos..

Ns life....

2006-12-25T12:01:00.000+08:00

Hey I am back..Aniwaz i am back the past 3 days but just update it b4 i going back to Tekong this afternoon..Hmm..Been at Tekong for the past 2 weeks..Sad to say that the life there was like a dog..Haiz..But been losing weight lately..3kg in 1 week..Gonna start losing weight soon!!!!!!!haha..Aniwaz here the update during the past 2 weeks at Tekong...I been writing this in my diary so i just copy it down here..*Wink*..

151206..(Friday)

It the 6th day of my NS and i been making frewn with my platoon mate and my bunk mate..The training here was quite ok for the past 3 few days..Getting up and down the stairs was really a fuck up..We are the fitest platoon on the company so they put us at level 5 bunk..Aniwaz i am already homesick..haiz..

161206..(Saturday)

It left 7 more days and we already cant wait for our first book out..We sing the book out song while we marching just now..I am the first one to wake up this morning..We had E.T walk for our first lesson and had two lesson from the magazine promoters..Now we had our freetime till lightout..Everyone was daydreaming ang sing jiwang song..My bunk mate do mish their gurl out there..As for me I do mish my Methricals..I do mish my parent..I mish my lappy..Haiz..

171206..(Sunday)

Wake up at 0520 this morning and had glucose rice for breakfast..Gave my frewn the chicken pau as i dun ate them..The E.T. walk was cancel today as it was raining..We had talk with our CSM for 6 hours..boring sey..Luckily there was smoke break..Tonight freetime was waste on our drill coze one fucker on our platoon slip during CSM talk..Haiz..Had talk with my mum just now on the phone..Holding my tears while talking to her..3 days already i had not contact her..Haiz...She ask me whether life here was ok..I just ask here that it was ok but actually it was not..They treat us like dog..I dun want her to worry so much..haiz..

K la..that all..Actually there is more but malas uh..haha..Update when i am back again yar..Aniwaz Mish you all la..Adios Amigos..

Ns.......

2006-12-09T08:12:00.000+08:00

In a few hours time I will be going..I dun know whether I am ready or not..Well I am ready with all my things pack but I am not ready to leave you guys especially the Methrical of Life..I will be missing all the soccer session and all the lepak-ing at the Longz with you guys..You guys are like brothers to me..The time I spend with you guys make my life worth living..The fun that we had make all my problem go away..Seriously I gonna mish you guys..You guys do take care hor..
Thanx hor for spending the last day with me and overnight at my house MY DEAR M.O.L..Really had fun with you guys..

Well guys..When you feel like lepak-ing my house to karaoke or wat just give Mambo a call kies..Make yourself at home..(Mcm tak biasa lak..Ahakz..)

WELL TO THE REST OF YOU GUYS OUT THERE..JUST TAKE CARE KIES..NO MATTER WAT,IF MAMBI KNOW YOU MAMBI CARE BOUT YOU KIES..MAMBI GONE FOR AWHILE..MAMBI WILL BE BACK KIES..TAKE CARE..ADIOS AMIGOS..

p/s:an e-mail just to someone to show that I care..

Sentosa Outing..

2006-11-27T05:15:00.000+08:00

Methrical+Orion Sentosa Outing

25th Nov 06

Firstly I wanna thank my Methrical Bro and Orion for the wonderful outing..Thanx for the tribute guys..I really have fun from the start of the day at the Sentosa till the end of the day at Vivo skygarden..

Things that we done in Sentosa:-

-Build tent(Nie part sial..Baru sampai jer nak bertekak pasal nak carik tempat..Haha)

-Play police and thief with card

-Play monkey with soccer ball

-Play rugby(Nie part tak leh accept..Main berapa minit jer bibir aku koyak..Mr ganas betul la korang..haha)

-Build human piramid

-Disturb Matrep(Nie part Mantot jer buat..Haha)

-Eat buffet(Nie part Zu,Manga,Mambo and Lemang buat muka tak tahu malu amik makan kat function org..Takpe la..At least free..Haha)

Things that we done at Vivo skygarden:-

-Took 3 bottles of laughing gas(Nie part kita buat haywire..Nasib there is no police or security..)

For now..Let the pictures do the talking......

The right side of the bus(Bomb,Lok,Manga,Pipit Mambo)

The left side of the bus(Bodz,Pejah,Mambi,Ju,Acap,Nez and Zu)

Instead of bus,we took van to Sentosa..

Setting up the tent

Abang2 Sapau-pau photo taking..Ahakz..

From left(Ju,Amin,Nez,Manga,Bodz,Pipit,Acap,Mambi,Zu & Bomb)

Keep the ball rolling guys

Zu cant keep off his hand from the guitar..Guitarist maut..

Playing card while Pejah busy studying..

The right side of the queue

From left(Bodz,Naz,Kopi,Ashik,Mel & Roy)

Left side of the queue

From left(Amin,Nez,Lok,Mantot,Pipit,Omar & Manga)

The centre of the queue

From Left(Manga,Omar & Mambi)

The Vivo pictures i have not get it from Lok so i will update more pictures later..That all..Adios Amigos..

2006-11-24T09:19:00.000+08:00

Weik..Hello and welcome..As usual i got to apologise for the lack of update..Ok2..I am sori okies..Ahakz..You know me right..I only update when i am not lazy or when i have something to talk about..Hmm..I have been roting at home for the past two days..So i have nothing to update but just update la...Takot nanti blog jadi jerok mcm other methrical blog..Ahakz..

So..Erm..Since there nothing to talk about let talk cock..Weik!!Tak censored la dekni..Ahakz..Aniwaz anibody got sleeping pills??Nowdays it hard for me to slip at night la..It very the rare ar to see me to slip at night..If i am lucky then i get to slip..Tu pun terslip sey..I will wake up once awhile..There is no more good night lar..Haiz..So anibody??I want sleeping pill pls pls pls..Dua tiga bijik ke..Lagi2 yang botol dia ada gambar senapang gajah..Kalau kene confirm KO nye..Ahakz..Alamak..Merepek uh dekni..Haha..

This few days i have recontact with my Ex that have left me 1 year ago..Actually it my past lover not my Ex..Have not even be my gurl..Lagi sikit je la nak jadi tapi tak jadi2..Ahakz..What to do she left me without me knowing the reason..*Sob Sob*..She look thin la now..Haiyo..She say she wanna lose weight more..Haha..I dun understand la all the gurls nowdays..Ahem2..I mean some..Haha..Badan figure dah ok lagi nak kurus mcm tiang goalpost..Ahakz..Aniwaz we just get to chat at msn and catch things up..Get to know the reason why she left me..Haiz..Let learn from our mistake kies..Aniwaz me and her frewn2 only..

Hmm..Oh ya..METHRICALS!!!!!!!!SOK ADA JADI KA PA???Not sure the sentosa outing is on off..But i think it should be on la..They going for my sake..Aku kan nak masok NS..So berkorban la korang..Ahakz..Syg korang la Methricals..So let me announce again.......

25th Nov...Methricals Sentosa Outing..Everybody are welcome..Yang kenal..Yang nak kenal2..Dan yang buat2 kenal semua are invited kies..Jangan ckp org tak jemput tau..Ahakz..The time and the meeting place will be update tonight after our meeting..ANIWAZ DUN FORGET MAMBI OPEN TABLE BUT......Korang bawak makan letak atas meja uh..Ahakz..Saper2 nak ikot just kol Mambi kies..

K lar..Itu sajer..Kalau ada silap bahasa yang korang tak leh accept ke guek mintak maaf..Tapi kalau ada merepekness yang korang tak leh accept tu korang terpaksa reject uh..My blog my say k...Adios Amigos..

A Comeback

2006-11-18T05:55:00.000+08:00

3 more weeks and i am gone..Everyone kept asking what the countdown for so here i am making an announcement..In 3 weeks time i gonna go serve the Nation..I have been selected to be an army at Tekong..Might be away for number of months lar..Hope that when I am away nobody gonna mish me..Should be ar..Ahakz..Gonna mish my Family..ITE friends..Outside friends especially my M.O.L..Korang jiwa uh beb..Haha..

Sorry for closing my blog for a short while coze been lazy to update my blog and had been busy with my raya outing and having fun before serving my NS..M.O.L timetable have been running back normal with soccer every Tuesday and Thursday and Lepak at the Longz if we got time..Haha..Aniwaz I wanna thanx my Bro Zu and cuzzie Shai for treating me and the rest pizza hut la..Wanna have it so much but no money uh..Ahakz..Nasib ada Abg pizza hut rider kat M.O.L..Haha..

Hmm..Wanna touch a bit bout love lar..I have a question for all of you lar..If someone scared to give in becoze he/she dun want to be hurt but without giving in he/she know that he/she will lose that guy/gurl..Then what should he/she do uh??Any Doctor Love Out there??Somebody need your help..Just tag your answer hor..Ahakz..
Oh yar..One more announcement!!!!!!!!!!

M.O.L is having Sentosa outing on the 25th November..Everyody is welcome to join hor..Tak kira lar yang kenal atau yang nak kenal2..Semua dijemput..Guek open table jer..Korang bawak makan letakz atas table kies..Ahakz..
K lor..That all..Sikit jer..If got time I update again kies..Adios Amigos..

Two Choice

2006-10-30T06:24:00.000+08:00

Sori for the lack of update eventhough i went out for the first day of raya only..Hehe..Seriously there is no mood for raya this year..I just dont know what wrong..Hmm..Wandering where did i go wrong..Ahakz..i dun know the raya outing with the methrical is on or off this coming Sat..Sorry guys..Aku dah malas nak plan..

Been coming back late for two days..Fri and Sat..Hmm..Mcm biasa lepakz longkang main rocket..Ahakz..We got contribute to the haze ok becoze of our rocket..ahakz..Hmm..1 thing i realize that i cant slip at night animore..Ahakz..I slept when i see my window is already bright(when there is sun shine on my window)..Confirm species burung hantu nie..Ahakz..Hmm..Apa lagi nak tulis eh..Oh ya...I been inside the prison for most of the time accompanied by some of my gang..Ahakz..Only my gang know that..Maybe that why my blog is lag of update..One more thing..If you realize that my entry is short i am sorry k..I need to update another blog too..That my personal blog..kk..That all uh..Tomorrow got racing with Zu, bomb and acap..Gtg..Adios Amigos..

To Irah..Congrates that your case is close..I know you can change..I hope to see you change k..Wish you all the best in the future..

To my Baby..1st Nov..2 choice..I want the answer..Read my personal blog yar..

Vivo...

2006-10-23T00:20:00.000+08:00

Yesterday when out the methricals to Vivo..There were 15 of us..Kecoh beb..The place were damn crowded..Tak pergi pun takpe lar..Sesak nak mampos..Ahakz..We reach there around 6.15..Decide to find a place to eat first..Cant decide where to eat so we look at the map of Vivo..At last we decide to eat at Burger King..

The place were damn big we need 20 mins to find Burger King..We get to know that the Burger King have not yet open..Still under renovation..Ahakz..Everybody were damn hungry already so we decide to eat at Harbour Front..After eating we decide to went to town to chill coze Bomb work place is at town..Town was damn quiet yesterday..No so crowded like any other Saturday..Dah tak laku pe town..Ahakz..Hmm..We all chill at Taka..Bout 40mins we chill I,Bodz and Nez decided to go Geylang coze Bodz wanna eat Dendeng..Meet Acap there..We walk around..Buy all the food stuff and drinks then we lepak near the mrt..

After finishing our food we went back home..All already tired and sleepy..I only sleep for 4 hours..Ahakz..K la..That was Methrical day out..Adios Amigos..

Happy Deepavali..

2006-10-21T01:56:00.000+08:00

OK..Amacam lagu..Ada baik tak..Ahakz..Raya belum so lagu tamil dulu la k..OKies2..This song is dedicated to all that celebrate Deepavali today..I dun have any Deepavali song so this will do la..Ahakz..

TO ALL THAT CELEBRATE DEEPAVALI I WANNA WISH YOU HAPPY DEEPAVALI..

TO ALL THAT NEVER CELEBRATE I WANNA WISH YOU HAPPY HOLIDAY..

Kuih Raya

2006-10-16T13:27:00.000+08:00

You know what..Mambi buat kuih raya sey..Ahakz..Doesnt mean my family dun have any anak dara we cant buat kuih..Ahakz..Yesterday accompany mummy to buy the ingredient for the kuih conflakes..Buy 6 box of conflakes..Biasa lah..Kalau buat bukan untok kita jer..

When reach home we started to make the kuih..Hmm..Let the pics do the story la..Ahakz..

The first step..Mixing all the ingredient together..

All set to go to the oven..

What it look like inside the oven..

Ready to put in the bottle..

All set and ready..

Hmm..That all for the day yesterday..Busy helping mum..Adios Amigos..

2006-10-15T01:33:00.000+08:00

NOTE TO SELF..

Hey Muhammad Fadil..Why are you sad??You are the one who making this fucking mistake..Now she is gone..It you to blame..Felt lonely right..Ahakz..Serve you right..Hey let me tell you la Fadil..You dun deserve to be love..You dun even deserve to love..Hey bastard..dun ever think to love again..You will be going around hurting everyone la..

Let me tell you ..3 years ago..You saw that gurl at your kitchen window..You tell yourself one day you must get to know that gurl..Now you have the chance you blew it of..What the fucking stupid idiot you are..You hurt her..You hurt her a lot fucking bastard..Now you want her back??Let me tell you..No chance in hell la idiotic moron..Just be a fucking loner and act like an idiot..Dun ever think about love coze you dun deserve it..

From,
Muhammad Fadil

2006-10-13T11:46:00.000+08:00

Went out yesterday to get my pay with Manga,Zu,Mambo,Lemang and Pipit..Firstly met Zu at Jurong East Mrt station..Then met Manga and the rest at Bukit Batok last Cabin and headed to Sembawang..Reach there we sat outside Macdonald waiting for Pipit..Having my BREAKFAST there..Ahakz..Semua tak puasa..Haha..

Then we headed to this taggore lane..We walk around like how many time but cant find the place..We were like so damn tired..At last we decide to ask the security for Kelang Road..We find out there was no Kelang Road there..Fuck!!After walking bout 2 hours then we find out there was no Kelang Road..We were so exhausted..Especially Lemang,Manga and Mambo who torn at town area..Nasib tak puasa..Haha..We call the office and they say it was two bus stop away from where we are..

Finally after 3 hours of finding the house we found it..The house were damn big..It is a house + office..But the sad thing is that we dun get the pay after finding the fucking house after 3 hours..They say they will send it by cheque to our house by next Tuesday..All of us were damn exhausted..

Aniwaz Lemang!!!!!!Kau hutang aku sekotak rokok uh..Jangan tak jadi..Ahakz..K la..that was my day yesterday..Aniwaz tagboard was up again..So just TAG ok!!!!!Adios Amigos..

Syg Nenek..

2006-10-08T12:15:00.000+08:00

I have quited my job last Monday but still very lazy to update lah..As you can see i have deleted my last entry..I also dun know why lar..Hmm..Since the first day of fasting month i have this sore throat..Haiz..I cant even yawn sey..Very the painful..

Aniwaz yesterday went to my grandma house..Break fast there..My grandma cook Mee Siam kuah coze she know that i have been wanting to eat it..Aniwaz my grandma have been complaining bout my hair colour..Ahakz..Last time when i meet her it was black and neat..Now it was long and blonde..Ahakz..Nvm..Gonna change colour soon..Maybe red..Aniwaz one thing i pity my grandma is that she should take care of my uncle who have been sick for years..Haiz..She have not been enough sleep lately coze my uncle keep waking her up complaining bout his chest..I am proud of her lar even she is 70++ she is still strong to take care of her son..SYG NENEK..hehe

Aniwaz there is something that i wanna say here but i forget..Ahakz..Nvm lar..If i remember i will update again kies..Oh yah..I remember..Bout the tagboard it will be on hold yar..I will be putting back soon..K lar..Adios Amigos..

MCE2P GEREK!!!!!!!!

2006-09-26T09:15:00.000+08:00

This is the video i had fun with my ITE classmate during the schooldays..

We Had FuN In Class

ThE FuN We HaD OuTsIdE ClAsS

Miss My ITE Frewn..

2006-09-24T19:38:00.000+08:00

OK..OK...I realize that my blog have not been update for 10 days..Sudah jadi jeroks..Betul eh gurl2??Ahakz..How to update when i am busy working at night and busy sleeping during the day..Let me updates la..

I really mish my ITE life..It is the best period during my school days.."Now no more school"..*SOB SOB*..Haha..Mish my ITE frewn..My ITE teachers..My ITE cargo lift..Ahakz..Cargo lift is the place where my classmate all moshing together..Haiz..Mish them..We were like the most kechorable,the most hated,the most favourite,the most fun,the most hardworking and the most guy class..Ahakz..Know why..My classmate are all guys..Hehe..

I mish them..SoOoOo..

Yesterday get to meet them back at Daud's condo..I was like so tired coze i was werking at night but i still meet them..Played soccer like our old days..Get to eat with them..Hmm..They never change a bit..Ahakz..I was like so so quiet..I went back with Shafiee and Maleque..Talk with them bout how life..Get to know something and it really a sad thing la..Haiz..

K la..That an update that was force to be done by gurl2..Ahakz...K2..I wanna outz..

But before that i wanna wish all the Muslimin dan Muslimah Selamat Menyambut Bulan Puasa..Puasa tau..Jangan tak puasa..ahakz..

Adios Amigos..

2006-09-13T10:15:00.000+08:00

Firstly wanna say sorry coze Mambi very lazy to updates his blog nowdays..Ahakz..

Mambi start werking already at Swiss Hotel..So sape2 nak ajak blanje picit je k..Ahakz..Werking with all my idiots metrical bros so it really fun and crazy..Ahakz..It was in the night shift so gonna be very2 busy with werk at night..Gonna stay awake all nite and sleeping during the day..Dah macam burung hantu siak..Ahakz..SoOoOo if Mambi lazy to update sori eh..Hehe..

Aniwaz Mambi change hp num already hor..Dun anihow call my old hor..If you wanna my new num i suggest you just call my new num and ask me..Ahakz..Kidding2..Just ask for it when you see me ok..

To Her:

Sorry for the mistake that i had done..I know you hurt so much..I was so stupid..Haiz..I was so so sorry..I know there wont be another chance but I just wanna tell you that I regret hurting you..Once again MAMBI MINTA MAAF..

K lah guys..Mambi tired uh..Got to werk tonight..Wanna have some rest..Updates soon..Adios Amigos..

2006-09-07T14:24:00.000+08:00

Methrical Of Life

Selfrightsuicide Performing At Art House

2nd September 2006

Cant Wait To Perform..

Waiting To Mosh..

It Time For The Selfrightsuicide..

After Gig..Outside Art House..

The Riders..

Getting Mantot Bike To Start..

Methrical Favourite Stall...

Waiting for The Food To Arrive..

Gig...

2006-09-03T16:04:00.000+08:00

Okies2..Yesterday was a tiring day..3 days straight went back home late..Wake up at 2+ yesterday and getting ready for the gig..Leave home with my bro at 4.20pm to meet Manga and Acap at Jurong East last cabin at 4.30..As usual Acap was late..

Reach at the Art House,meet the rest of Methricals..We went in by the back stage..It was the ska band performing..We were like so bored so we went down back to have some ciggies..When it was selfrightsuicide turn to perform we went up back..My bro,Alif,Manga and me stay at the back stage coze we wanna take the gas before moshing..Wanna get ourself high first..When it was Methrical 3rd song we were start moshing..As usual the Methrical will start the moshing first then follow by the rest..I was like flying here and there..Getting so high already..Manga keep falling..Ahakz..Then the last song we mosh again..I fall on a girl sia..Ahakz..Sori gurl...

After the performance Mantot bike got problem..We were like waiting for 1 hour then the Orionz came to the rescue..Okies2..Next we plan to go to Enak,our fav stall to eat..Ahakz..Before that we disturb this gurl who was also from gig..The first time we saw her but when we ask her to join us she accept it..Ahakz..I and my bro eat at Manga house while the rest eat at Enak coze not enough space..After that we chill near Enak..My bro and me when back at 1.30am while the rest lepak at our usual place..So damn tired..I bath and then went to slipz..K la..I am so hungry already..Updates again next time..Adios Amigos..

Town Attack..

2006-09-02T14:49:00.000+08:00

Yesterday nothing much happen uh..Having my shortest sleep from 7am to 9am..Have to accompany Irah to buy something for her nephew birthday present..Mit her at Bedok mrt station..She was 20 mins late..Luckily there is my ciggies to accompany me while waiting for her..

We took bus to town from Bedok..All the way inside the bus she keep pinching me coze i keep disturbing her..Ahakz..We went to every shopping mall at town..Every things she saw she want it..Sorry la..No money that time..WRONG TIMING UH..But bout those dice I already promise her next week..I will try k if I not busy next week..When reach at Toy 'r' us,she call her brother what to buy for her nephew..At last we just had to buy a cake..Ahakz..BELI CAKE SAMPAI NAK GI TOWN EH..Haha..Mit Zan at Far East then head to take his gurl camera..Send Irah to bus stop coze she wanna mit her bro and her 'SYG' at Bedok..ahakz..Then head to mit Zu..

Bought our laughing gas and took it..This time I really get high..I was taking it inside the bus and suddenly i fainted inside the bus..Zan also fainted..Ahakz..Aniwaz ZAN!!VIDEO JANGAN TUNJOK SEMBARANG ORG..Ahakz..K la..Wanna get ready to go out..Selfrightsuicide is performing at art house again..Wanna go..Adios Amigos..

Blogskin Change

2006-08-27T03:02:00.000+08:00

BLOG SKIN CHANGE!!!!!!!!Ahakz..

Do it myself tau..Ahakz..

Aniwaz plz comment and TAG!!!!!!!!

Actually today nothing much..Stay home and do this thing..

Okies2!!!!AGAIN!!PLS COMMENT!!

ADIOS AMIGOS.....

Accident!!!!!!

2006-08-24T19:33:00.000+08:00

Sowie guys for not updating my blog bout my daily activities..The reason is MAMBI MALAS!!!!!Ahakz..Sowie hor..Me update only there is anything interesting on that day la..

Hmm..K lor let talk bout yesterday..Hmm..Yesterday quite interesting..Ahakz..

Yesterday met Zu at the lakeside mrt at 2.45pm coze we wanna go for our riding pract..We reach bbdc quite early so we were like slack at the waiting room..Then it time for our prac..We had to go three round..The practice round..The prelim round..The final round..The practice round was ok till this part at the emergency brake..I was like to fast and when i brake my back tire was skid a bit..I was Drifting Baby..Ahakz..Actually it was no fun at all coze what happen during my prelim round was like fucking painful..It was at the emergency brake course again..I ride the bike was fucking fast..When i did the emergency brake my back tire skid more this time..As i wanna control the bike it fell on my right leg..I was like blur..The instructor was like asking me to pull my leg but i ignore them..My hand were all scratch..My pant torn..My glove torn too..Haiz..I wanna continue the last round..Yar..I fail it..Haiz..My right leg were in pain right now..haiz..Went back and rest at home..Actually i had not have enough slip coze...

At 3.30am..I was still awake and the phone rang..I pick it up and it was my grandma..My mum ask me to accompany her to send my uncle to the hospital..Haiz..I am all injured but nevermind..Nenek nye pasal..Cucu kesayangan dokz..ahakz..Reach my grandma house i watch soccer while my mum call the ambulance(Aniwaz Chelsea sux la..They lost..Takpe..My Fav club pun..ahakz)..My mum went to the hospital taking the ambulance while i took bike to hospital..Have my breakfast at the hospital and went back home..Slip around 6++..

Okies la..That all..Adios Amigos..

Our Life

2006-08-22T00:51:00.000+08:00

Ohk..That It!!!!!!Tak boleh ta-shan(tahan)!!!!!Tak leh accept!!!!Kasik matik(kasi mati)!!!
Ahakz..

Emo jer..Mati lah gini..Ahakz..

LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

***Life of Methrical Of Life***

What happen to us??After one there is another leaving us..Are we gonna keep losing our brother one after another..First it Wak and now it Nez..Cant we solve our misunderstanding in another way other than keep them away from us..I dont wanna see us to drift apart coze we have been through alot together..Why not we just forgive and forget..Like Shai say:

"we are no kids animore...we are getting older and older each dae....or shud i sae...our maturity shud grow each dae...do you want to look away at ur once called fren when u meet up one dae and just ignore???"

Just think bout it guys..

Gurl..I am still waiting for you..Pls dun ignore me..

Life Of A Gigolo

2006-08-19T21:42:00.000+08:00

My life is like a gigolo..The only different is i dun give sex but love and care..What i get back is not money but broken pieces of my heart..Maybe this is my love all about..Giving in but not getting anything back..

LOVE..What actually it means..I have given all for love..But why i cant just be happy..Why cant i just get back the love..If love is about wealth and looks..I am sorry..I just cant give anything to satisfy you..I just can promise that my pure heart that full of love for you till the end of my life..I promise happiness for you..

To all that i once help dun thanx me coze i dun need it..Thanx God coze i was once there for you..Becoze of Him we meet and becoze of Him we part..

Dear..There no need to be sorry..I know I cant give anything..This is the end of us..It may be hurt but i willing to bear the pain for your happiness..You take care of yourself..Remember that i will be always by your side..

Update!!Update!!Update!!

2006-08-16T11:54:00.000+08:00

Updates for the past few days...

130806(Sunday)

Wake up at 7.30am..Got rewang..Get ready and straight went out..Today for the first time we bacame kendarat..Usually we wash the dishes or food runner..Had our breakfast before get started with our job..We were seperater into two groups..Me,Manga and Pipit take care of the smaller side while Mambo,Fazil,Alif and Kopi take care of the other side..

There was one part where there was one so gorgeous girl came to our side to eat..Manga,Pipit and me cant take our eyes off her..Ahakz..The gurl know that we were watching her..Then Alif came to our side to see that gurl..Because of wanted to see the gurl nearer he help our side to clear her table..ahakz...Too bad nobody get her number..When the wedding ceremony was about to come to end there was one auntie sing dangdut song..We were like gather around and clap our hand..Her dance was superb la..ahakz..

After the ceremony we went to lepak at the Longz..Then Omar came coze Alif,Shai,Mantot and Omar going Johor..

140806(Monday)

Suppose to meet Zu,Lemang and Bomb 11.30 at BB ite but wake up late..Get ready and straight went off and meet them..Bomb and Lemang were taking their breakfast under the void deck..Lepak for awhile then went off to chua chu kang to get my pay..Lemang,Zu and bomb follow me..We waited half and hour but at last i didnt get my pay..Haiz..Ask me to take my pay at the office..

Then off we take the train..They drop off at Lakeside to went to Zu house while i drop at Boon Lay to meet my syg..Was kinda late actually..Ahakz..But she was alright with it..Hmm..Then straight headed to JP and buy tickets for movie..We were watching click..Actually i have watch the movie 2 times but nvm coze Lok have watch it 5 times and still crying watching it..ahakz..Before watching the movie we went to Mac to have my breakfast+lunch..ahakz..I force her to eat the fries..Sorry dear..Just cant eat while people watching..Ahakz..

Then off we went to watch the movie..She kept holding her injured hand..Haiz..Send her back after movie..And went home straight..

150806(Tuesday)

Soccer today..Nothing much..Just that i feel that i have gain my stamina back and my leg was alright..My FORM are coming back!!!ahakz..Cant wait for next soccer meeting..

To Irah..There no need to lie to me..Aniwaz gurl..You never change..

Hey gurl..Take care of yourself hor..You make me worried sey..I hope your hand are ok right now..Aniwaz miss you lots..

National Day Celebration

2006-08-11T12:31:00.000+08:00

Here is the update for the past few days..

090806(Wednesday)

Today celebrate National Day with the Methricals..Suppose to mit them at 5pm last cabin Jurong East but my brother lah so damn late..Meet Zu,Jo,Ain and Zan at the lakeside mrt interchange first before proceeding to Jurong East..Bomb and the rest were already reach Jurong East interchange..We proceed to City Hall via Woodland..Aniwaz it was Kopi crazy idea all because that we wanted to be seated..

Reach there we mit Amin and Ju..As usual our first stop when we reach Esplanade was the Long John Silver..This time the Long John Silver was full..Me,Manga,Acap and Lok wanted to eat at Burger King but there was no student meal during holiday so Lok was the only one eating Burger King..Lok eating his Burger King at Long John Silver..His burger were damn huge..Ahakz..After eating we smoke outside burger king..

Call Alif thought of having the laughing gas together..But they were laughing already..Our first bottle was at the staircase..Damn..We laugh all our lungs out..Ju wanted to drop so he pull me together so we fall together..All was not satisfied so we buying another 2 can from Suntec..Ahakz..On the way back to the staircase me,Bomb,Ju,Nez and Alif was taking the laughing gas..There was one part where Alif and Bomb say that somebody was staring at me..I was not aware of that because i was already lost..Taking too much of laughing gas..Alif told Zu bout it and we went back to search for the guy..

When reach there the guy was nowwhere to be found..So it laughing gas time..I was taking too much of it..At one time Manga was kicking me all over my body but i did not feel any pain..There was two gang was fighting nearby but i just walk around like nothing happen..My head was damn heavy..Meet all the riders back at the Long John Silver..Mantot was the first one to ask for the gas..MAntot was running here and there after taking the gas..Ahakz..After that we when back straight home taking 97..I was sleeping all the way inside the bus..Damn..Should not take too much of that thing animore..

100806(Thursday)

Today was a short day..WAKE UP AT 5pm..MY HEAD WAS HEAVY..GOING TO GET SICK SOON..

110806(Friday)

As usual the EX went exploring..We went to Bukit Brown Chinese cemetery..It was Hunry Ghost month..Reach there only 8 out of 12 people went in..There was one part where we say a bus light came towards us..So we thought of giving way..Suddenly when it come nearer it was a LOKTANG lorry..We were light running out of the way..The people inside the lorry was staring at us..We ignore and just proceed..I get to take a pic of me and Omar while there was a statue of guard standing at the centre guarding the grave..Mantot was holding my hand all the way inside like a couple..ahakz..

Next we went to East Coast Park..This time only half of us were going to the Mac while the others was sleeping inside the van..Sit around for a while at the Mac and went back to the van..After that we all went back..Me slip around 6am..

120806(Saturday)

Wake up at 730..Damn..Slip for 1 and half hour only..Getting ready for soccer...

Arghh!!Malas uh..Shortcut je la..Sori eh..ahakz..

We won the match 9 to 4..I played the goalkeeper..Having chicken cutlet for my dinner+breakfast+lunch at the Teh Tarik..Hmm..Was damn full..After that went straight home and REST WELL!!!!So i wanna REST WELL NOW!!!!Adios Amigos..

Well dear..My heart always in doubt whether you loving me or not..Haiz..Maybe it time for me to step back a little bit and take it slow..Haiz..Or maybe.......

Menyintai Tidak Semestinya Memiliki

2006-08-09T04:19:00.000+08:00

Tidakkah kau sedar
hukum alam menyatakan
menyintai tidak semestinya memiliki?

Manusia pandai berpura
berlakon di pentas dunia
dan bertopeng menutup rahsia..
Tetapi hati
tidak pernah berdusta pada empunya
tentang perasaan yang bergolak di dalamnya..

Tidakkah kau sedar
mungkin si dia melafazkan
ungkapan cinta padamu
tetapi hati dan perasaannya
tidak pernah berniat begitu..
Dia hanya berselindung
di sebalik sejuta alasan..

Dan kau
begitu jujur dan setia menyintainya
sehingga terlupa
hukum alam menyatakan
menyintai tidak bermakna memiliki..

-Mambi

Hope That Everything Will Be Alright Soon..

2006-08-08T02:36:00.000+08:00

As usual..The methricals to my house to lepakz..Nana also came by..Actually Pipit,Lemang and Nana came my house to study but IT MY HOUSE MAN!!Once there is full of methricals there is no mood to study..Nasib korang la..Ahakz..Hmm..The first to person to come is Lemang..Bringing his lappy along..TOTAL=2 lappy+1 comp..Then it Zu..Again bringing lappy..TOTAL=3 lappy+ 1 comp..Next it Pipit..Also bringing his lappy..TOTAL 4 lappy + 1 comp..Nana turns..Lappy also..TOTAL 5 lappy+1 comp..

Ahakz..Mampos..Electric bill gonna rise..FUCKING DOG!!YEAH!!ahakz..Today Zu and Lemang do the cooking..They cook maggi mee and put ketchup inside..Yucks..I dun eat it..I just dun like the colour..We play lan gaming at my house..Fun sia..Haha..Aniwaz thanx Nana for the ice cream and drinks..Ahakz..

When my parent were back i sleep in my room while they continue playing the lan gaming..Penat siol..Bangun siang..Lemang uh nie..Ahakz..Then the methricals have asam pedas for dinner thanks to my mum..ahakz..Laju jugak Bomb makan sampai tambah..After that we slack at the pondok near my house..FUCKING DOG!!YEAH!!Adios Amigos..

I hope that you will change and we could be together like last time..No matter how long it takes,i will be right here waiting for you..I mish you and love you so much..

Emo again..

2006-08-06T04:02:00.000+08:00

This guy going Emo again..What do i care??This blog is mine..My blog my say..What i say i type..What i type you all read..

Again..Why just i cant stop??It all because of my itchy hand..Why there is need to look to her blog??Haiz..Fadil2..The pictures..The fun they had together..Haiz..Trying to hold on to the tears..No use crying..No use getting sad over it..It should be over a long time ago..I miss her alot but there is no use..She do hate me..She hate me alot..Dun ask me why..Coze i dunnoe the answer myself..She asking me to get a life..Am i that bad..haiz...

I got a question..A question that goes to all..Even to Almighty..But let the question be kept deep inside my heart..Where I and HIM only knows..Where the answer were remain unknown..

Baby i do mish you alot..I do know you mish me too..I know you are too busy..Haiz..Hope to meet you soon..

It Either Happy Or Sad

2006-08-05T13:53:00.000+08:00

040806(Friday)

Wake up at 11.45 by a call from Zu..He came to my house and we went straight to BBDC..I have a stomachache on the way there..While waiting for Zu to finish his practice,I finish my time at the toilet..Tak boleh ta-shan uh..Ahakz..Then it my turn for practice..Zu and I have the same slot for RTE..Before the test,we were so nervous..ahakz..At last while we were doing it we copy each other ans..Ahakz..And YESH!!We pass at the first try..I get 94% and Zu get 91%..

When reach at home Bomb and Lemang already slack around my house..Around 4++ Amin reach my house..Slack all the way..Then when it is near to mahgrib i shouted "Eh tak tahu nak masok mahgrib pe..Kuat nye lagu!!"..You know what happen??ZU..Yes I repeat Zu wanna pray and ask us to join in..Mimpi apa lah kau Zu..haha..Lemang,Amin and Zu had their prayers together first while i have mine alone..

As usual it Friday night so E.X got to work..Wait for Alif van and when straight to Changi village..Slack at Changi village first..As usual,they went to disturb the bapok while Alif,Zu and me went to eat..It was mine first meal of the day and it already 2am..haha..

Whe we reach at OCH,we were split to 3 groups..First group was consist of E.X frontman which consist of Bomb,Zu and Kopi..They will do the recording..The rest were divided into 8 by 7..My group which is group A went to the cool room..At the end of the room was leading to this place where there was this strong and unpleasant smell..We ignore it and decide to combine with group B..We all were seated in a circle in another room..After a few minutes the E.X frontman join us..

Next we went to Sung Sister's House..Nothing much there..Only 6 of us went in..After that off we went home..Slip at 6.30 and need to go to someone performance at 9..

050806(Saturday)

Wake up at 9.45..My leg was in pain again..Damn..Aniwaz I am late to her performance..Double damn..I quickly get ready and went straight went to JERL..I just get to watch her from far..Dun wanna get close to her coze she seem busy..Saw her smile..Miss her lots..Haiz..Wanna mit her but Nah..She happy with her friend..I dunnoe wanna feel sad or happy..Sad because she was too busy with her friend to meet me for jus a while or Happy because she start smiling now coze she have started a new life..Haiz..

Haiz..Me when back without meeting her..Nvm uh..Now here at home..Not going out today coze leg hurt back..

To someone:Haiz..Happy to see your sweet smile gurl..Smile more next time..

4 days update..

2006-08-03T13:06:00.000+08:00

Aniwaz..B4 reading this post i am warning you that this guy is lazy to update his blog..So Everything is mess up down here..Ahakz ..Take care..

300706(Sunday)

Actually i did not do much on Sunday:

->Wake up at 2++
->Bath
->Switch on laptop
->Chat
->Eat
->Slip
->Eat again
->Slip again

All activity was done at home..Lazy to go out..Ahakz..

310706(Monday)

Actually forget what i have done on this day..Nvm..

SKIP!!!!ahakz..

010806(Tuesday)

Soccer today..Malas ar nak elaborate..Ahakz..

020806(Wednesday)

Today rumah aku ribut..ahak..First Zan came first..I was sleeping sey but my bro let him in to the room..Wake up and have a nice bath..After that as usual sit in fornt of the laptop..Then Zan went back to fetch her sis first..Next Manga came and bring Tokyo Drift dvd..I have not watch it but i already download at my laptop..Then Manga went back coze wanna change his clothes first..I and my bro watch
the movie..

As we watch the movie Zan came..Then next Zu..Then Zan went back to take the gig video..After that movie then Bomb came..After Bomb then Manga..After Manga then Lok..Zu,Lok and Bomb eat at my house as my mum finish cooking..Then Zan came back and we started to watch the gig video..After that Alif and Mantot came..After awhile then Kopi came..So together there is 8 people came to my house..Kecoh dok..Ahakz..

After watching the video we went to the voiddeck coze Kopi and Mantot wanna wash their bike..We all went back at 12++..

Aniwaz the Methrical have discuss to have a chalet on the 25th of this month at Pulau Bukom..Mantot have organisise this activity..So Methricals..Get your $25 ready..As the treasurer..I wanna it ready as soon as possible okies..Ahakz..

To Someone:I am sorry to hurt you..I dun mean to make you hurt..The msg were not mean to you..Me tersalah send..I hope you forgive me dear..Love you so much..

Not Enough Sleep!!

2006-07-30T14:04:00.000+08:00

280706(Friday)

Have my haircut done by Kopi..Haha..Halfway done the shaver was spoilt..Then i ask Mantot to get Acap cutting shaver..When reach..Again the shaver was like shit..Cant cut anything..Damn pain using that shaver..Then Roy and Bomb went to Wak house to get Wak shaver..At last i get to cut my hair..Good service some more..Haha..Having Zu to clean all the hair..Hmm..

After cutting hair..We straight went to meet the riders at the Bencoolen(dunnoe the spelling la)..As usual we all going explore as it was Friday..Hmm..First stop was Bedok cemetery..Hmm..The first to go in was me,Zu,Kopi,Naz,Alif and Bomb..Going in halfway we leave Zu,Shai and Bomb to do the rest of the job..They record the rest of the action inside with Zan videocam..After showing them where to walk,me and the rest when back out..When reach outside Roy ask me and some of us went back in..We meet Shai gang again inside but we decide to went seperate way and went back to the rest using the roadway..When we walk this bangalow Mantot saw this one big dog inside it..Suddenly the dog bark loudly and we all start to run..ahakz..The cemetery was quite small la..So we decide to went to Old Changi Hospital..Hmm..

Reach at Changi and as usual we when a round to look at the Bapoks first..Haha..Aim and his gurl not following us..They just wait for us Changi village..When reach at the Old Changi Hospital me,Alif,Zan,Bomb,Omar only go in..I felt strange there..I told Alif that today not the day..We dun went in..But Bomb still determine to find the mortuary..So we ask Zu to tag along..We when the other way but still cant meet the place..So we call it a day and will return one day..We went back straight home after that..Reach home at 5.30a.m..Me sleep at 6...

290706(Saturday)

Not enough slip..Wake up at 8++ to go to Zu hpuse to help to bring down his drum because we got gig today..Reach Zu lock and saw Alif and Mantot..Alif was sitting and Mantot was lying down and slip at the bench..Haha..They were complaining not enough slip too..ahakz..Wait for zu to wake up..And went up his house to bring down the drum..As we wait for Bomb's papa van to come we make a gig at the voiddeck and record it..Mantot dance was funny and we keep laughing looking at the video..

When we reach the art house we bring the drum to the stage..After that..

AMACAM..ADA JADI KA PA!!

Ahakz..Laughing gas..First took it at the toilet but it was too noisy..So me,Mantot,Zan,Mambo and Alif went to the Singapore River to take it..Laughing all the way like hell..Haha..Then this someone say she wanna reach already so I need to fetch her at Raffles Mrt..She was so sick but still stuborn wanna to meet..Haha..Need to fetch Manga too..Manga was late..Saying that he was stuck in the rain..

FAST FORWARD

The gig was great..Me only mosh when Selfrightsuicide band was performing..Pity her lah..She was getting worst..Send her home..Have a great time with her..Love her..Hehe..After thatwent back to arts house..Gig was over..Help send back drum and we went to have Nasi Lemak..All hungry already..Haha..After having our nasi lemak we straight went home..Reach home around 2..haha..Then slip!!!Not enough slip!!haha..

To someone..Jangan degil la!!Gi makan ubat and have enough rest..Love you..

ADIOS AMIGOS..

To Nadia

2006-07-27T23:47:00.000+08:00

What have happen to me..Why must this happen to me..I just cant forget you..The pictures..The fun you had with him make my heart hurt..I dun knoe why..I have another but I still remember you..You just cant go away..I have taken my heart away from you but why I feel like it still with you..You say that let the time tell but why the time taken away you from me..I know I am the one who have given up all this but this is not because of I want it..I know that you just not interested in me..

There is a story bout you and me but it only lies in my side..To you there nothing bout us..And you start ignoring me..I know there nothing I can give..Money..Nah..I dun have that..Looks..Ahak..Hiak pui..But 1 thing that I could promise..A heart that loves you till the end of my life..But I know you have somebody..Somebody that loves you and you love..I am telling all this not to get you back..Just that I wanna wish all the best with you and him..Forget me if you want to..Our story end here..

To someone,I really love you..Hope that fate will bring us together..You know who you are..Love you so much dear..

Quit Work

2006-07-26T10:04:00.000+08:00

Sorry..Long time no update uh..Busy of working..Tired..Lazy..ahakz..Valid reason right..Hmm..I have quit my work..Damn sux lar..Yesterday my last day..Got argument between my supervisor and Jabal..Most of the machine there were spoiled..Ahakz..Luckily i never use the machine before..If not I also get framed of spoiling the machine..Hmm..But before quitting i got do something bad also ar..Haha..Most of the plant along the path i spray with acid chemical..Ahakz..Notty me..Fuck lar..Who cares..He make me suffer during my last day..I give you a hard life..You got to answer to those fucking management bout the dead plant..Ahakz..Wanna play with me..I play notty..Ahakz..Aniwaz I wanna work as a kitchen cleaner..Hmm..It not about the job..It about the pay..They pay $200 each week..Nice2..Gonna ask if they got vacancy..

After work yesterday straight went to meet the Methricals..It Tuesday so it soccer..Having fun playing soccer this past few meeting..It have been 1 month but my leg is injured..Fuck..But the x-ray show that my leg were ok..Haiz..Damn la..I think becoze i dun take the medicine that the doctor have given to me..But WTF..They only give two types of medicine..One is panadol another one is a stronger type of panadol..I want a painkiller fucking doctor..I having an injured leg not having a fever..Haiz..So so sux..

Aniwaz to someone..Happy to see that you have started a new life..You look happy nowdays..Just have fun with your life ya..You dun need me animore..You are free to go..Adios amigos..

Update!!Update!!Update!!

2006-07-22T20:29:00.000+08:00

200706(Thursday)

As usual went to work today..Having my break outside the condo as Bala wanna treat me..After work me went to meet the methricals..Got soccer..Having fun playing soccer coze long time never play..My injuries were still in pain..We went back taking van..I slept early coze too tired and got werk the next day..Aniwaz Atiqah..Mana ada sombong..Dah senyum tau!!

210706(Friday)

After work when back home straight as today EX gonna go explore..We alight the van after having our dinner..First stop woodland(Aini's house)..Send her back home first..On our way to old mental hospital at woodland we shouted at this group of matrep then drove off..Reach there we started our entity project..Zu,Shai and Bomb was the grou who gonna sit on the room to vedio each movement while the rest wait outside..

While we were sitting outside there was this footstep..we just kept quiet..Then the group of matrep we shouted at earlier come..We hide ourself in this garbage room..I and Alif when to check whether they went out back..We got caught by them then we tour them around the building..Me and Alif alight the van and fetch them and straight to the old chua chu kang cemetry..Take the video and halfway there was this dog chase and hit the side of the van..After that Alif send each one of us home..

220706(Saturday)

I dun feel like working animore!!F**k..It Saturday..While the others enjoying their weekends..Wake up late..Me..a 19 y.o guy have to wake up early to work..Haiz..WTF!!Seriously i am thinking bout quiting on the way to work..But i am also thinking bout why i become like this..This is all becoze i am quiting skool..Stupid me..Haiz..What will my parent say if i quit my job??Haiz..I tried to hold on..I tried to learn how to live a hard life..I gonna earn my own money payin my own laptop and hp bill..

I realize now how hard my parent earn money to support me and my brothers..I just need to hold on..I cant always depend on them..

K lar..That all for today and the other day me dun update..Adios Amigos..

New Blog Skin

2006-07-20T00:50:00.000+08:00

Decide to change my blogskin..The previous one was not that nice coze the entry was cramped together..Hmm..This skin look quite neater..

Aniwaz today nothing special..Just like yesterday..Go to work and then went back home straight..Aniwaz my work getting more and more easier each day..Just that i had to walk around the condo all day long..In the afternoon i get to go to the rooftop to collect the water tank..The view from the top was so beautiful sia..

Tomorrow got soccer..Dunnoe wanna go or not..Scared that i am too tired la..But Tues also i did not go..Nvm la..Just go la tomorrow..Jiwa mesti ada beb..

Got into an arguement just now at msn..I was just asking for her hp no. so that it easier if i wanna contact her..She say that she wun give coze wanna take care of his guy heart..We have been friend for nearly 2 years..What wrong by giving me your no...It not as if i wanna flirt with you and steal you from your guy..I got my own syg already la..Nvm..It your right..I am sorry..i should not have "force" you..Just miss the Ain that i knoe before..The way she ask me for help with her problem..The way she cry to me..haiz..No longer Ain..It left only with Aini..Miss you adik..

Dear!!Not fair!!!Mish you sey..We never talk for so long sey..You fell asleep again today..Haiyo..."Jaga you sok kena lecture habis2.."ahakz..Miss her la..

Aniwaz cant wait for 29th July..We got to mosh Methricals coze Selfrightsuicide performing!!!Till then..Adios Amigos..

Werk Till Sick

2006-07-19T02:08:00.000+08:00

Lazy to update la..haiz..Been force to update by someone..Nvm..Well as for today nothing much happen..Wake up at 6.50..Bagus ar nie anak..Hari2 tido 2 jam je..Reach workplace around 7.40..Makcik2 all start work first..My work start later..Biasa lar..Assitance supervisor nye partner..

My work was so easy sia..Just need to wipe here and wipe there..The werk can be done in 2 hours but they gave me 4 hours..Ahakz..Steady2..The rest of the 2 hours can lepak2..I have nasi bungkus for my lunch..Betul2 nye keje contract ar..Ahakz..Sleep for 30 minutes je during lunch..

As per normal..My work start later then the makcik2..This time I and Bala(My partner) went to 12 storey to clean the corridor..Again my work is so easy..Just mop the floor..Bala have use the machine and polish the floor..Get to walk around the condo sia..

Hmm..I do notice something when i work there..The maid that work for owner that stay at condo are more beautiful than maid outside..Sorry to say that some are more beautiful than my ex..Ahakz..Hmm..Abg Wan(my colleauge) nye matair lawa siol..Aniwaz he cant stop talking dirty..Such and open and fun guy..Ahakz..

After work i should be heading to soccer but i was too tired..Feel like wanna get sick soon..Went back home straight..Sorry methricals..penat sangat uh..haiz..K lar..that all..

To someone that ask me to update..THANK ME OK!!ahakz..Syg dia..K anak2..Adios Amigos..

Seriously Heartout

2006-07-18T01:01:00.000+08:00

What love??Seriously after 4 years of through this thing call love I still dun understand..I dun understand why love??what love??which love??where love??Yar my love start 4 years ago when I was sec 3 I think..Before that I dun care bout love..But since meeting this gurl yar I had fall for my first love..There was where my love start..

Haiz..Gone through so much..There was this gurl..I love her so much but without a reason she gone..Gone without saying goodbye..There was also this gurl..Stead with me for a month..She say she do love me..During our 1st month anniversary she dun contact me at all..The next day(which is valentine day) she ask for a break..Wanna knoe the reason..She say she dun love me since we stead..WTF..Another girl..She say she do love me..Say let the time decide la..Ask for out watching movie say she have seen it but..WTF..The movie havent even on the cinema yet..I dun think she really do love me..Ahakz..forget it dear..So many to tell la..Maybe just this few..

Hmm..That how my love life gone.. Heart have been broken thousands of times..The purest love I gave to all have not been appreciate..They spit and step my heart till I cant recognise my own heart..Time by time me cleaning them back hoping that one of you will take it and keep close to it as if it was your own..But I cant..I was tired of washing it again and again..My heart do gave up too..Me and my heart gonna die alone..Nobody want us..It hurt to see other couple together happily but wat to do..It my Fate..

To my ex..My lovers..Wish all the best to you gurls..My love end here..Thanx for the happy and sad life we gone through..

Goodbye love..If there fate I gonna come back..Adios Amigos..

p.s:Doing this during totally depress and stress..Everything was out..

First Day Of Work....

2006-07-17T18:49:00.000+08:00

160706 (Sunday)

Methricals to the baybeats!!!Meet Ihsan at the lakeside mrt..He was so late..Then straight ahead to city hall..Before that pipit alight from Jurong East to tag along..Meet the SFS at the city link and then when to our usual place(Long John Silver)..Wait for Alif and Mantot there as they came riding bike..They were late too..They were chase by a group of bike..When they reach..

AMACAM..ADA JADI KA PA!!!ahakz..

Me,Alif and mambo buy laughing gas..We took it at the riverside path..So many people were looking at us..We were like drunk guy laughing and laying down on the path..Me and Mantot keep laughing even the laughing gas finish..Whenever people there say 'sial' we will laugh..ahakz..Me,pipit,mambo and acap went back at 10..

170706(Monday)

First day of work..Wake up at 6.30 just now..Mummy ask wanna work or not..At first dont want..But mummy keep nagging so i was force to..First meet my Kakak sedara at Chua chu kang mrt..The condo was near Chua chu kang mrt..I was interview and start work as soon as i finish my interview..ahakz..Most of the worker there were Mak ciks and neneks(Aunt and Gradma..Me the youngest..ahakz..The work there was quite tiring but the supervisor was super damn sporting..GEREK DOKS..ahakz..K lar..that all folks..Aniwaz syg..i hope you knoe who you are..I LOVE YOU SO MUCH..ahakz..As for the others ADIOS AMIGOS..

Doa ku kepada mu

2006-07-16T16:25:00.000+08:00

So BoReD So HeRe It Go:-

Ya Allah..
Seandainya telah Engkau catatkan..
Dia milik ku tercipta buat ku..
Satukanlah hatinya dengan hati ku..
Titipkanlah kebahagian antara kami..
Agar kemesraan itu abadi..
Dan Ya Allah...ya tuhan ku yang maha mengasihi..
Seiringkanlah kami melayari hidup ini..
Ketepian yang sejahtera dan abadi..
Tetapi Ya Allah..
Seandainya telah engkau takdirkan..
dia bukan milik ku..
Bawalah ia jauh dari pandangan ku..
Luputkanlah ia dari ingatan ku..
Dan peliharalah aku dari kekecewaan..

Serta Ya Allah Ya Tuhan ku Yang maha mengerti..
Berikanlah aku kekuatan..
Melontar bayangannya jauh ke dada langit..
Hilang bersama senja nan merah..
agar ku bisa bahagia..
Walaupun tanpa bersama dengannya..

Dan Ya Allah yang tercinta..
Gantilah yang telah hilang..
Tumbuhkanlah kembali yang telah patah..
Walaupaun tidak sama dengan dirinya..
Ya Allah Ya Tuhan ku..
Pasrahkanlah aku dengan takdir Mu..

Sesungguhnya apa yang telah Engkau takdirkan..
Adalah yang terbaik buat ku..
Kerana Engkau maha mengetahui..
Segala terbaik buat hamba mu ini..

Ya Allah..
Cukuplah Engkau sahaja yang menjadi pemelihara ku..
Di dunia dan di akhirat..
Dengarlah rintihan dari hamba mu yang daif ini..
Jangan Engkau biarkan aku sendirian..
Di dunia ini mahupun di akhirat..
Menjuruskan aku kearah kemaksiatan dan kemungkaran..
Maka kurniakanlah aku seorang pasangan yang beriman..
Supaya aku dan dia sama-sama dapat membina kesejahteraan hidup..
Ke jalan yang Engkau redhai..
Dan kurniakanlah pada ku keturunan yang soleh..

Amin ..Ya Rabbal A'lamin..

JoHoR OuTiNg

2006-07-16T13:06:00.000+08:00

It gonna be a long entry..Yesterday outing was so so fun but damn tiring..Thanx to Bojama..We were told to stand by at Jurong East at 3 but the van came at 3.45..Just wanted to gave up and go home but the wait was worth it..

First stop....We reach this stretch of stall which sell many types of fruit..The fruit that were selected to by was durian and rambutan..Pipit cant stand the smell of durian..ahakz..I and Shai was teached by his uncle how to choose the best durian and show us how the durian seller sells his durian..Pract 1.01 pass!!!!ahakz..

Next stop was this restaurant..The name was Damai Restaurant..There was a boat nearby the restaurant..Take pics here and there..So many beautiful sceneries..There was where Pipit and Manga first buy Ciggies..Free flow as it was cheap there..Smoke and smoke and smoke..Ahakz..Food we had:Lemon Chicken,Nasi Goreng,Tom Yam Chicken soup,Fried squid with flour,Fish with sweet and sour sauce,Fried prawn,Mixed vegetable,Black pepper beef and Ice tea..Lemon chicken was the best!!We also had our durian at the restaurant..ahakz..

Third stop we went to abg Iwan mother in law bangalow..Reach there we slack and watch Singapore Idol before going to watch movie..Damn sleepy after the big meal..Ahakz..After that we went outside to hav our smoking session coze cant stand la..All very sleepy already..After that off we went to our last stop..

Our last stop..Dunnoe lar wat mall..There we all buy our ciggies to bring in to Singapore..After buying ciggies we enter the movie theater..Damn small lar the theater..The seat was uncomfortable..The movie was quite ok lar..Aniwaz we watching Pirates Of The Caribbean 2..After that we have to rush back coze the transport that wanna send us home was already waiting for us.. After that i thought i can have some good rest at home..BUT!!!!

AMACAM ADA JADI KA PA!!!Ahakz..

Alif sms Mambo on the way home..Night riding!!!

Lazy to elaborate..Shortcut..
-Kopi "giler card"
-Go West coast to check it out..
-Meet West coast chix..
-Fetch Lemang..
-Go Esplanade..
-Meet friendly Chinese chix inside taxi..
-Went back at 4.30 a.m

Today wake up at 1..Later go Baybeats..Tired sia..Till then..Adios Amigos..

ThErE No NeEd To LiE To Me..

2006-07-15T00:18:00.000+08:00

There no need to lie to me dear..The truth did hurt but it better that i know it from your mouth.. Why dun you just tell me that you are someone gurl??Why there is need for someone else to tell me..You tell me that you aint ready..But what are all this??I do really love you but i wun take someone's gurl..That just not me..It a sin to me..Haiz..

My dear heart,
Izzit true that nobody want you??Izzit true that you gonna die alone??Izzit true that after all you have done for them this wat should you get as a reward??Loneliness!!!Yar..That the reward..Thanx gurls..Haiz..

As for today i do nothing..Just slack and rot at home..Thinking of going Zu house but lazy uh..No bus fare la..Lazy to walk..So slack in front of the laptop..Chatting all the way..Bored sial one whole day..My first meal of the day at 7+ pm..Ask mummy to buy nasi berani coze too hungry..After that continue in front of the laptop till now..WHAT A BORING DAY!!Aniwaz me going Johor tomorrow..The boss of Bojama wanna treat us eat..Got our work pay some more!!Ahakz..K lar..Untill here lar..Adios Amigos..

Ahem2..At last!!My own blog...

2006-07-01T23:27:00.000+08:00

Testing 1..2..3..At last..After so many many months i have created my own blog..So proud..Ahakz..Hmm..But so sori that the blog have not been fully prepared as it is still under construction..Need the help of my "Orang kanan" of Salakia to do the advance adjustment for my blog..Ahakz..

Hmm..So it gonna be the starting of my life story..Hope that this blog wun be "jerok" like Shai's blog..Try my best to update everyday ok..Hmm..I think just this for now ar..Been doing this since morning..Need some rest..Adios Bro..